Greenday wrote a song called 'Time of your Life' which pretty much sums up the point I have reached in this part of my life. I have to make a lot of decisions. Everything around me is changing. Time really has grabbed me by the wrists, and if I don't make my mind up quickly enough, my decisions will be made for me...whether I miss opportunities, take them up or turn them down myself. It's scary.
I want to be the person I am meant to be, but I just don't know who that is. Other people have no problems telling me what they want me to do. I know God has a plan for me. I have a fair understanding of what that plan is. I just don't quite know how to get there. It's scary talking to people about it.
Some of the choices I need to make really are forks in the road. I have to take one path or the other, trying to walk both at once is becoming increasingly impossible. I guess the main thing is that I need to decide who I want to become.
The Person I Want To Be
Someone who has time for everyone, even if it's only a minute or two. A person making a difference in the lives of the youth and young adults of the state, especially with Pastor's Kids. A wife and best friend to the right man. A mother. A writer. A good role model. Someone telling their story and giving the right answers to the people with the big questions. Someone Real and honest and straightforward. Someone who loves others unconditionally.
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